ok. ive so much to blog.
for those of you who might be thinking where i'd gone to...

my comp is really really screwed right now. no hope already, abg indra says.
thats wad u get for using it for 5 YEARS. haha. so, mom will be buying me a new comp.. hopefully by 12th month.

anyways, for my SINGAPORE IDOL EXPERIENCE

me wida aisha farah marissa and a lot of otr tkgians had gone to the results show on 12/7.
it was great. though we had to endure wif all the queues. we'd gotten the unnumbered seats
so they could not guarantee us seats. so we were chucked aside wif the other rabid ppl to wait. worst come to worst, we'd hv to watch frm the tv room.

but thank god. after all the waiting & the shuffling.. we stood at the moshpit! aaaaa.
that was so much better! so while we were waitin right.. we were all busy makin placards for our respective idols. for me that time , it was joakim gomez. sad right?
hahaha. so my placard says: marry me joakim! (dont tell me how i got that idea)
anyhoos, the studio was packed & really happening.
paul twohill fans were at one side. crazy ppl. (:
i sticked to my frens of cos. though we supported diff ppl. aisha supported emilee, marissa supported gayle. wida supported hady. nad was neutral.
there was tension, TENSION. as we all stood there waitin for the idol hopefuls to come out. in each one of us, there's the thinking; "i MUST BE THE MOST outstanding, attract the most attn!"
haha. admit it. i know. been thru all that.
so it was hell loose when they finally came out! everyone screamin their heads off, the girls preferably. hah.

so there they were. standin right INFRONT OF US, no barrier. nothing!
i cld just stretch out my hand & i cld touch their shoes. hahahaha.
gayle, mathilda, emilee & hady were nearest to me. i shouted joakim joakim!
but he dint hear. evn if he did, he turned to look for just 1 sec. he was like looking at the ppl sitting dwn. smiling, grinning, did some crappy moves. but nvr at his fans.
c'mon la. the least he cld do was to just flash a smile. & i'd be happy. his otr fans wld too.
after all the screamin & cheerin i did.
he did not evn appreaciate it, i concluded he is fake.
all that he puts up on tv, was just an act ppl! do not be disappointed.
an early warning to yall. wad u see is not wad u get.

the crew scolded rahimah just bcos her necklace was slightly out of place.
then all of them were like robots, operated by the crew on where to stand how to wear ur stuff.
seriously la. i was taken aback.
they were treated like kids. oh gawd.
there must not be any slight error. if not, they'd be scolded thus humiliated infrnt of their fans.
woahh.
anyways.
emilee entertained me & aish wif her bootylicious dancing. shes so nice! she kept mouthing thank you. cos we were like the only ones rooting her on.
gayle was super sweet too. smiling all the time, she reminds me of tinkerbell. aww. (:
hady dint like look at us. i did help shout for wida.
hhhahahaha. i guez he's scared of us. we were a bit too noisy.

so yeah.
the whole experience was fabulous.
i ended up tearing my placard (joakim) into shreds. hhah!

out of my list, gomez.

15/7

wad started to be a plain ordinary NORMAL sat afternoon turned out to be the best day of my life. wida & i went to the roadshow at PP.
as i said, PP's more high class than TM.
anyways, we thought we were early. so we sort of took our time buyin drinks.. (it was only 11+ for goodness sake.)

but when we got to the place, there was like a queue already!
so we quickly queued. i dint know it was an autograph session. hahaa.
i brought drawing papers, markers. making a bigger placard for JON. dunno why i found him so appealing all of a sudden. (:
saw huda, liyana & otr guides. they were way way infrnt of us. so much for em doing flag day. lol!
i panicked cos i realised i did not hv anythin (no mags, no posters) for em to autograph on!! so i tried searchin for the singapore idol official mag at MPH, GIANT, 7-11 at the bus stp there. i ran.
i actually ran..
but to no avail. out of stocks!
luckily wida called to tell me that they givin out a poster. for free.
so i hurried back. so much for my enthusiasm & running! hahaha.
they finally arrived at 2.30+..
evn before that, i was cheerin for jonathan leong.
oh, we got to the frnt wif huda's help. (x heh heh.
i was the only jon supporter amongst em. wida & liyana supported hady. there was this grp of boys in frnt of us, supportin jon too. wif posters & banners. they were laughing at me cos i was like so hyped up, shouting non-stop.

SUDDENLY.
wida called me, cos apparently jon's mom called for me! she secretly gave me a pair of tickets to the upcoming spectaculars! jacq got one too cos she wanted.
this is wad she said: jon saw u screaming for him. he wants me to give u these (tickets)

AAAAAAAAAAA. i was so touched by his kind kind gesture. i teared a bit.
wida said i was lucky. =D
then it was our turn to go up onstage.
joakim shook my hand, hady too. paul did smth weird, whick i cant rmb. then.
it was JON'S turn. i really really felt like givin him a hug.
so i said can i hug u. the 3 most difficult words.

he smiled at me warmly. and said of course. so we hugged!!!!!
the ultimate moment. aaaaaaaaa
then he autographed my poster.
and there was the word kisses!
woooh.
nurul, gayle & mathilda were all super sweet. hugged all 3 ladies. gayle gave me a peck on my cheek. (:
sweetness.
as soon as i got dwn the stage, the whole experience seemed all so surreal. i dunno wad hpnd.
but i broke dwn. too ovrwhelming. the whole jonathan experience.
suddenly this camera man started shooting me qns. i dunno where he popped out frm.
he started askin me all sorts of qns.
man: why are u cryin?
me: cos jonathan just hugged me!!!
man: how did u feel when he was in the bottom 3 last wk?
me: i feel sad of cos! SINGAPORE IS BLIND! he can sing well!! he shdn be in the bottom 3!
man: anything to say to jon?
me: good luck for ur next performances! u can do it!

wad a weird day right. haha. i called farah to spread my happiness.
then me wid qshaa & shikin took a cab to go to the TM roadshow. i dont mind la.

TM was packed. eeew. like alwaays.
then farah joined us.
smore it was hot & stuffy, sweaty!
cheered cheered smore.
went for autograph session 2nd time round. last min then join.
cos farah wanted to get upclose wif jon so badly.. so wida borrowed me her 8days mag.
i turned to the idols page. joakim's face had the sticker blah! apparently wida too blacklisted joakim, thanks to me of cos.
so i haad to peel it off quickly cos it wouldnt be too nice when he sees it later. jay saw it too, and he was like "hahahaha! oh hor! *in a teasing manner*"
so joakim saw his not too nice pic. (cos of all the scraping i'd to do)
he was like "what happened?" & then he like extended his left arm to hug me, so i hugged la.
weird huh. just when i thought he's all fake.. he starts to become the mr nice guy?
jon is still my number one love. (:
he said nice to meet u again.

19/7
day of spectaculars. made an evn bigger placard the night before. =D
was excited to go, wida was too. shared a cabbie wif her & jacq. we arrived quite late, compared to thurs's results show.
jacq came out of her hse late, and we'd to wait. haha.
this time rd, more rowdy ppl. urghh. the pushing was more vigorous.
i hate it. but we got to the moshpit first, so we were at the frnt. yayyy!
oh, we had to share a form wif this mat cos we had only 3 ppl.
and he was alone. poor guy. then he was like so quiet & looked timid. ALONE.
wida pitied him. hahahaah. we made frens wif 3 kc girls & a grp of chinese guys frm amk sec. they were all really frenly & outgoing. the 3 kc girls esp. crazy supporters of twohill.
them=madness. one of em was hady's cousin.
we screamed like crazy. then the host suddenly announced that those udr 18 were not allowed to be at the moshpit. wad rubbish!

we dint budge. wth. we signed the form already!
nothing involving the cops or anything happened. hahaha.
jon's performance was soo sexy. he opened his jacket & danced. i cld see his every move. so hot!
screamed like mad! kc girl nxt to me complained i was too loud.
wahahahaaah. but at least all the screaming caught his attn.

like once, when dick was commenting, i shouted JON, I LOVE YOU. he turned & looked. (if u noticed it..)
x)
yeeeeeyyy!
it was fun. after the whole thing ended,
i gave my gifts i bought for jon to him! he was like blur & asked for who.
so i said FOR YOU. then he smiled & said thank u & held on to the present. ((:

afterwards,
we were bout to go hm. i saw jon's mom & felt i shd thank her.
so i approached her (after much hesitation & waiting)
this is how our convo went..

me: hi mrs leong! thank you for giving me the tickets the other day at the roadshow!
ML: *smilesmile* did u enjoy urself?
me: YES! jonathan was really good!
ML: whats ur name?
me: syaz!
ML: do u want to come again tmr?
me: err. nvm, i dont think i can. maybe nxt wk.. thanks anyways.
ML: okay, see u at the next roadshows! thank u for supportin jon. call ur frens to support him..

so. i was very very contented. my 2nd best day!


some of the other great things;
went to east coast park for geog proj. it was hot, but fun. (:
the waves were funny.

got an A for geog ca. finally, all the hard work i put into revising brought some goodness.
thank you allah.
yeah, then there's gg to be a trip to perth at the end of yr, geog-related of cos.
but there're gonna be some criterias. cos there was like overwhelming response.
based on results also. haish. wish me luck.

national day celebration at sch was bearable. i wore aisha's blue punjabi. (:
some thought i looked nice. haha, thanks.
qah & azrina wore punjabis too! haha. dahlia wore kebaya. cute cute.
aisha wore the pink kebaya she wore during hari raya. marissa looked good too wif her kebaya.
then there was the CIMO competition, sort of a runway competition.
mix & match costumes modelled by reps of various classes (only upp sec)

concert held in the hall was quite gd too. there was TK IDOL, an event brought up only this yr.
many sec 1 classes took part. we were supposed to be in, but got forfeited cos dint turn up for auditions.. smth like that.
1/5 was gooooood. heh.
3/6 was the best! they rocked the school man.
nadia was soo intense, sophia was sexy!
they won. they deserved it.

we were released earlier. naz wid steph & ann planned to watch movie.
i had to go hm first cos i couldnt possibly go out in a punjabi!
so i went hm first. & changed.
then met em at TM. watched the lakehouse
wad a super sweet touching feel-good movie! (:
they wanted to watch click & was considerin it but ann thought of me (cos i wanted to watch lakehouse..)
so sweet right!
aiyah, both movies were unrealistic. one's bout a remote control & one revolves ard a mailbox.
hahaha,
we bought ben & jerry's cos it was ben & jerry's day! yaayy!
sat btwn ann & steph. steph was ranting bout how sucky the movie was...
laughing at the wrong moments! gawd, attracted too much attn.
& i dint udrstd the timeline thing at all. so confusing & irritating!
but the plot was there. (: sandra's really pretty.
sitting nxt to ann was quite fun. cos we were both as confused.
steph was like a mad woman.

wad a fun day. yay!
lets all be happy goobers.

so there.. crammed everything into one post.
good luck!