On Fri,
went out with mom, sis, Kak Ati, Elli in kak Ati's new car.
yayy! finally, it arrived. the car had to be shipped from overseas.
so first, we went to Kg Ubi for mom's driving registration.
she planned to start next yr. will not give up even though she failed
her final several times.
that's the spirit (:

after that, ate at Raffles' Banquet
was deciding on which places to eat which are near Peninsular, in the car.
hahahaha.
was fickle-minded, as always but finally settled for the chicken rice.
Ya kun's mango tangyz, teh ping and ice-cream toast are the BEST.

after that, off to Peninsular for some skinny jeans.
Fezra was right.
there are many branches on the basement, all under the same owner.
wahhhh.
jeans come in 30 colours.
I bought the black....
and the white.
the original plan was to only buy one first.
but I got so tempted. ahh heck.
Kak Ati bought only the white. there was once the both of us had to squeeze
inside the small fitting room because..
there were many ppl waiting.
so Kak Ati, being considerate suggested sharing the fitting room.
hahahah fun.

next was Vivocity.
It was sister's turn to buy her stuff, school stuff.
bought new bag, wallet, pencil case and shoes.
Kak Ati paid for her wallet, as a late bday present.
ahah.
mom bought two new tops from G2000. she had been looking for them.
since like forever.
we window shopped somemore.
toy stores, boutiques, B&J..
Elli's adorableeeeee, so so cute.
but yet so dangerous.
till today, I'm still pondering
How can such a small human being inflict so much pain on me?
really. had such a hard time trying to take care of her in the back seat.
she can't keep still even for just a moment.
had to endure her kicks, punches..
not so much hugs.
hahahahah, I'm just weak.
that's what the rest said.
aw shit. toughen up kid.
ended up in Kak Ati's place, eating Tenderbest chicken
hot fries. comfy.
I loved that day! (:









so yesterday,
went to Afiqah's chalet at downtown east.
met up with Felina and Nadhirah earlier at abt 530.
the BBQ only started at night.
it was a family-close friends kind of thing.
Maisarah apparently had chalet on that day too, Aloha.
we were searching for her chalet to gate crash and steal all her food!
wrong place, we embarassed ourselves walking to and fro.
F & A insisted that was Aloha, but it was actually Costa Sands.
N & I had said it wasn't.
hahahah.

great company, hot food (literally)
A complained there was not much eye candy.
she got all the old ppl as her neighbours. HAHA.
her cousins, (her mom's side) were there also.
F& I agreed one of her cousins had a sexyy voice.
He was playing his guitar in the room, serenading.
F was so smitten by him. oh myyy.
we freaked out for a moment when he called Aliff (Sleeq guy) to come over.
oh wait, I didnt. Afiqah did.
hahahah. luckily, he had some gig that night.

we walked around a lot and took photos.
F, A & I tried taking jumping poses.
many many many times, because the camera could not capture just the right moment.
I think we lost 3kg from all the jumping.
it was crrrazyy.
there was a possibility we were high that night.
we were dancing, and singing out loud.
oh god. couldn't care less what ppl might say or think.
I guess it was destressing, sort of freeing your emotions and inner self.
hahahahahah.

back at the chalet, there was once.
A's dad asked, " Tak bawa bapa? "
" Bapa kerja... "
I was taken aback. but he just laughed, seeing the fear on my face.
Her parents and mine are friends, since long ago.
we left together at about 1030.
before that, we chomped on B&J ice-cream.
one tub, Strawberry cheesecake, New York Fudge, Chunkey monkey
plus some waffle.
talked, gossiped, bitched the whole night.
I listened more. missed out alot on A & N's stories.
It's just weird. every time N asks me, " So, any new love life? OR How's your love life? "
then my reply will be " Hmmm, no. I don't think so. "
find me a replica of Seth Cohen or Ed Westwick or Kylee Patrick and I might just consider. (:
I'm really really fussy.

Do I feel left out, hanging out with them listening to them talking
about the wonders of guys/r'ship issues/the guys they know and will I give in to peer pressure?
Yes and No.
They always have latest scoop on the guys they take a liking to or are in a r'ship with.
and sometimes, I don't get updated.
and I will be so lost, confused and dazed in conversations.

there you go.
my innermost feelings.