today's the aftermath of V-day/friendship day. overslept hence skipped school.
I shall pretend that's accidental. it suddenly dawned on me that sch sucks
BIG-time.
I just can't handle life in Jc.. yet. overwhelming load of tutorials, bitch teacher (that particular someone)and lectures sometimes gg too fast that I can't catch my breath.

I'm still in lala land. and the thoughts that run through my head these days frighten me off. most ppl (especially Huda) finds it extremely shocking that me, of all ppl, does not listen during lectures (like I hear what the lecturer's voice but whatever she said does not register in my head..) and I've not been doing work or revision at home.
I've been rotting and wasting my time at home.
YES. I do all that now.
scary isn't it? and to think that A'lvls is in 1& a half yr's time.
so what if I did well for O's? none of that really matters if u screw up A's right.
argh! so I'd better come to my senses, pull my socks and seriously get in the whole consistent-revision-mode.
to think that I'd be repeating the whole cycle of stressing myself out with books and notes and burning the midnight oil just makes me sick to the stomach.
at the end of the day, I'll only get a cert?
compare it with a Diploma.
it's not like I'm regretting the path I've chosen.
haiyahhh. I don't know what bullcrap I'm talking abt anyway. this is one of the days where I get all moody and I'm feeling so hollow inside.

on a lighter note,
yesterday's V-day at Mj was one I'd nvr forget, I think.
to spend it with the guys and girls, is smth new. received loads of goodies.
good thing is that I can eat them during lectures to keep vigilant.
the Damaians did a strange thing which warmed our hearts, they brought truckloads of balloon to sch just for us, and they walked to sch.
sweet ain't it? once again, their enthusiasm was clearly shown.
I would like to give my utmost and sincere thanks to the following:
the best class 08S416, OGLs; Kee chen, Winston, Yunn yue and Dora, Jolyn, Muhaina, Steph yong and the other cool Steph, Yanti and Az, Nat (her gift was nicely wrapped, so sweet.), Hakim on behalf of the otr grp i/cs of Triton 6, Jodie, Sharm and Abigail, the ppl frm M2 and those whom I couldn't recall, my apologies.
u've made the day a worthwhile one.
plus there was this whole commotion during common lunch. how embarassing for the couple involved.

so after sch, was supposed to hv a study session with Yanti. she disappeared to god only knows where. I found out later she was in the canteen all along.
sitting behind her idol. stalker alert. (:
anw, had a cg outing. technically..
bcos not everyone turned up. none of the guys.
it was just The Damaians, Aida, Chelsea, Tabitha, Ysabel and I. original and last min plan was to go to Kid's kampung. I didn't know such a place existed.
only Wei ru. hahahah. couldn't find the place. she was utterly disappointed.
settled for Macs at Whitesands followed by Pasir ris town park, which we played childish games. (:
it was reliving our childhood. haha, had a blast laughing!